Saturday, November 26, 2022

Fall Fishing

To cast a hook

Into mirrored waters

To drag the lakebed

Clean against the sky


To feel the pulse of

Ancient vertebrae

Slip through my hands

Mangled on the shore


To trace the sun across the lake:

Ingathering solar pole

Reaching down, reaching down

Piercing even into the deep!

Saturday, April 30, 2022

Easter 2022



O holy languid Dawn,

What ancient rest have you discovered?

What great sleep have you disturbed?

Hidden away in the bowels of the earth?

 

What light withers and returns

To vanish before the noontime?

To awaken the reeds and shatter the dew?

Greeted by birdsong and the weeping of women?

 

Now the cattails swing their heavy heads

Like drunken girls in a bathroom mirror,

While knots of snakes writhe between the grasses

Like half-conscious children on the floor of a kitchen.

 

And the raveled limbs of trees release their dormant cry

And cast off the muzzle of their frigid burden.

A spotted fawn glowing stands alert

To anticipate the arrival

 

Muted as an echo from distant time:

The world to come calling as a whisper

Of half heard forgotten language

From a mysterious dark and foreign tongue;

 

An image upon an image,

A promise clambered for in the half-light

Spreading leisurely across the canvas

To at last take its seat and be revealed in us.

Sunday, March 6, 2022

The Free Will Seminar Zoom Class: Why Analytic Philosophy Sucks

At 8 in the morning my eyes are still not used to the light, and it is time for the “Zoom” meeting, as my “Contemporary Questions in Free-Will in the Analytic Tradition: Seminar 472” class is about to begin. The radiation from the laptop screen burrows itself into my retinas and lodges – with much resistance – in the back of my skull. As the computer boots up the sun begins to spread his rays along the tops of houses all lined in rows, it flashes fire in the windows of houses and parked cars; a glance of this sight through the window is a gasp of relief, and for a moment, it washes a salve across my pained eyes.

“Gooood morning class!"

Tuesday, August 10, 2021

Cavernous, Winding

I am the sickness that creeps up the stairwell,

I am the bile that burns down your throat.

I speak in the patterns of the carpet,

And listen through the paint on the walls.


I will suffocate you with poisoned breath,

Breathing through a web of ducts and vents;

And in the night you will always feel

My lifeless pulse warming the floorboards. 

Saturday, July 31, 2021

The Horror of Hallways

"New York was swishing and jamming one minute and dirty and dead the next. His daughter didn't even live in a house. She lived in a building - the middle in a row of buildings all alike, all blackened-red and gray with raspmouthed people hanging out their windows looking at other windows and other people just like them looking back. Inside you could go up and you could go down and there were just halls that reminded you of tape measures strung out with a door every inch. He remembered he'd been dazed by the building the first week. He'd wake up expecting the halls to have changed in the night and he'd look out the door and there they stretched like dog runs. The streets were the same way. He wondered where he'd be if he walked to the end of one of them. One night he dreamed he did and ended at the end of the building - nowhere."

- Flannery O'Connor, The Geranium.

Wednesday, July 7, 2021

A Spirit of Nowhere

 


Towering rows of beige siding melts

In the haze of a plastic twilight

To recede past sight and blend with the horizon,

While miles of painted on concrete drips

Into a forever dilating

Maze of streets and thoroughfares

So vast they eclipse the sight and knowledge

Of human affairs or planning committees.

And here is the boy who clamours and shakes

To disembodied voices in the night,

Pacing endlessly through the confines of

An imperceptible part of nowhere.

Friday, July 2, 2021

Music and Contemplation 2: The Metaphysics of the Sacred Heart of Jesus

The purpose of my previous article on music and contemplation was to bring out the metaphysical meaning of traditional music and its link with contemplation, but since I lack the patience to really flesh out my ideas the post did come across rather brief and unfocused, so here I just want to elaborate on the symbolism of music in a more concentrated way.

My main point was that religious chant and Indian classical music both point to the same truth that there is an immutable and primal God, and that there is a world of multiplicity that stands in relation to Him. This is probably the most basic outline of reality that can be drawn, and pre-modern contemplative music represents this outline in audible form. We can visually manifest this basic outline in the form of the Cross and all its variants, wherein the vertical portion of the Cross stands for God and the horizontal for manifestation (the melody). The melody of chant surrounding its harmonic centre is not a chaotic motion, the world did not emanate in a random fashion, and this is manifested by the use of modes in music, therefore, to break the mode is to break the order of creation. This latter point is made more explicit when we consider the esoteric meaning of the modes: their correspondences with the planets and elements. These correspondences and their place in traditional cosmology (I would like to more specifically comment on the meaning of the modes but I lack the knowledge) bring more depth to scales than if we viewed them merely as tools to make the music sound pleasing. Again, we can clearly see this in the Indian tradition, as different ragas are set to be performed at different times of the day and in different seasons, the music is in tune with the world...

Monday, June 28, 2021

Music and Contemplation

Saraswati: goddess of music, wisdom, art, and knowledge
The spirit that animates the music of traditional civilizations is very different than the one which dominates our modern Western culture. I think that one of the factors behind this great difference is the West's exaltation of action which has become opposed to contemplation.

It does not take great powers of perception to see that Western society is propelled by action, there is a tangible and inescapable obsession with work and production, and we see the fruits of this all around us: from our private time spent gazing into the void of virtual worlds to the sparkling towers which dominate the horizon of the earth. Activity which is not entertainment or work has no place in such a world, intellectual activity is not understood and even looked down upon, this is the natural result of the unnatural glorification of action, and it poisons everything it comes into contact with. Much has been written on this wide and important topic, and it is not my purpose to set forth a full exposition of the significance of contemplation and action (for this I would recommend Pieper's Leisure the Basis of Culture and Guenon's The Crisis of the Modern World), here I wish only to focus on how these principles apply to music and see what deeper meanings we can draw from them. As always, what I say here is only some aspects of the greater picture, not an exhaustive or perfect treatment.

Tuesday, June 15, 2021

Laughing at the World

 June 2020 was the month that humour died. It was in this month that the pitch of public outcry reached such a frenzied point that even someone as checked out as me began to grow weary of it. No longer could anything be tastefully mocked, but now commentators and citizens alike on all sides began to burn with ardent zeal for whatever position they had fallen into. 

Perhaps I don't take things seriously enough but I can't help but laugh at the person in a store wearing 2 layers of medical masks, goggles, and a face shield. Another might be rather disturbed by this sight - which is a fair reaction - but I don't see how one can keep sane if they respond to every bizarre sight with such gravity. Humour can keep men sane when the only other option is despair and resentment, anyone who has worked in a degrading fast food or retail job knows that this is true.

By laughing at the unreality of the world we recognize its falsity and refuse to submit to it, it is put below us in its proper place. Our clown world is funny precisely because it is wrong, the pieces are out of place and the image formed grows stranger and stranger. Without humour it is easy to become the inverse of this distorted image, wrong in different ways but wrong all the same.

Another factor behind the mass inability to laugh at this world is a plague of self-importance. The origin of this self-importance is nothing I can fault anyone for, as it has arisen out the universal desire for meaning in life. All the crises, social movements and phenomena of the past year or so has revealed the bizarre things people will do and believe to fill this void. When you base your life around opposing the group at the opposite end of the social/political spectrum then of course you can't laugh at them because they threaten your very being. Our identities have been reduced to transient political platforms, social goals, and silly moralisms. We are all like children playing a vast school yard game, except that we have forgotten that the whole thing is make believe and that at any second the bell will ring and we will be shocked back into reality where trifles have to be put away.