August Sunday

 

Across the lawn to the church,

A troop of white laced veils

Atop bobbing ponytails

Haled by pealing bells that lurch

Through the late summer sun.

Insights into Gregorian Chant

 

Insights into Gregorian Chant

Peregrinus

Introduction

Gregorian chant is at the heart of the Roman rite, it animates the prayer of the Church and beautifully adorns the texts of the Sacred Scriptures, the liturgy, and the sacraments. Because of its centrality in the life of the Church, these noble melodies have been passed on to us so that even now we can hear an echo of that obscure time when grace was poured abundantly on the early Church, when Rome ran red with the blood of the martyrs, and when knowledge illuminated the minds of our great doctors. Gregorian chant has been described as glowing “with living flame, with a clean, profound desire … deep beyond ordinary emotion,” and as “more inebriating than the imposing voices of the great waters of which the Scriptures speak.” Even those unacquainted with the mysteries that chant speaks of are moved by the beauty of this music. Albums which feature chant have often sold exceptionally well, and this ancient music receives heavy traffic on Youtube and Spotify daily. In one sense, this is a strange fact, as Gregorian chant is musically foreign to our ears and its spirit is alien to the modern experience: instead of harmony, there is pure melody; its scales are unfamiliar; the rhythm is free; and it flows from a sense of peace and repose rather than from action; and all of this is meant to adorn texts written in an ancient and clamorous language.

On Circumcision's Evening

On Circumcision's evening

The night's orbs bleed

On the compass line

With violence against

Their impetus to fall into one,

The dread inevitable recall

Written before all time.

The air suffused with a force

Gnawing at my bowels

 - At our cycle's close -

With my eyes upturned to see

The foreshadow of the final meridian.

There I saw the foreskin of Christ

Burning a hole in the sky,

Around which thousands of angel hosts

Hymn and circumambulate.

The Circumcision of the Lord 2023

The New Year is inaugurated with the feast of the Circumcision of Lord: a purifying wound, a cutting off, a pact made in blood with God. The beginnings of salvation start anew with the first drop of blood shed by Lord, and in such a way the end becomes a beginning. Few things make the cyclical nature of time as obvious as the movement of Christian calendar, everything is repeated and made present again, round each cycle tears still fall on Good Friday, and we stand in suspense at the doors of the Church on Holy Saturday night. Even the circular shape of the foreskin itself recalls this experience, and the accompanying blood presents us with an image of time as a wound: the process of becoming – as opposed to Real Being – always accompanied by pain.

The cyclical experience of time is now often described in its negative and futile aspect, which we can identify with the violent and bloody nature of circumcision, but certainly there is a positive aspect as well. Time is described in our tradition as an image of eternity – here we can see the significance of the foreskin being a cut-off, wounded portion of God – the continual re-presentation of events is then a function of time’s participation in eternity, and in a way, this lifts us out of process into a more stable realm where everything exists in perfect simultaneity. Under this aspect, the repetition of things only increases their power, and this can be experientially grasped if one lives for a few years with a mind properly attuned.

Whether or not the coincidence of this feast and the New Year is an accident of history is a matter of debate, but this has no bearing on this wonderful symbolism, and ultimately, all things are a matter of Providence.

Siloe

 A torrent runs

Silent - nameless

From which the lion

lifts his reddened jaws

Stained from the heads

Crushed in the land of many

Where fresh with echoes:

Of ring of steel

And shouts of men

Cut down in the plain

To lay like Buddhas

In quiet contemplation

With festered wounds

And perfect minds

Now clearly chanting

Where David plucks

His shining stones.

He goes forth from the brook

And back again

To drink and to listen

Alongside the lion

And the singing men.

Fall Fishing

To cast a hook

Into mirrored waters

To drag the lakebed

Clean against the sky

To feel the pulse of

Ancient vertebrae

Slip through my hands

Mangled on the shore

To trace the sun across the lake:

Ingathering solar pole

Reaching down, reaching down

Piercing even into the deep!

Easter 2022

O holy languid Dawn,

What ancient rest have you discovered?

What great sleep have you disturbed?

Hidden away in the bowels of the earth?

 

What light withers and returns

To vanish before the noontime?

To awaken the reeds and shatter the dew?

Greeted by birdsong and the weeping of women?

 

Now the cattails swing their heavy heads

Like drunken girls in a bathroom mirror,

While knots of snakes writhe between the grasses

Like half-conscious children on the floor of a kitchen.

 

And the raveled limbs of trees release their dormant cry

And cast off the muzzle of their frigid burden.

A spotted fawn glowing stands alert

To anticipate the arrival

 

Muted as an echo from distant time:

The world to come calling as a whisper

Of half heard forgotten language

From a mysterious dark and foreign tongue;

 

An image upon an image,

A promise clambered for in the half-light

Spreading leisurely across the canvas

To at last take its seat and be revealed in us.

The Free Will Seminar Zoom Class: Why Analytic Philosophy Sucks

At 8 in the morning my eyes are still not used to the light, and it is time for the “Zoom” meeting, as my “Contemporary Questions in Free-Will in the Analytic Tradition: Seminar 472” class is about to begin. The radiation from the laptop screen burrows itself into my retinas and lodges – with much resistance – in the back of my skull. As the computer boots up the sun begins to spread his rays along the tops of houses all lined in rows, it flashes fire in the windows of houses and parked cars; a glance of this sight through the window is a gasp of relief, and for a moment, it washes a salve across my pained eyes.

“Gooood morning class!"

Cavernous, Winding

I am the sickness that creeps up the stairwell,

I am the bile that burns down your throat.

I speak in the patterns of the carpet,

And listen through the paint on the walls.

I will suffocate you with poisoned breath,

Breathing through a web of ducts and vents;

And in the night you will always feel

My lifeless pulse warming the floorboards.